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poetry moment [Sep. 19th, 2005|11:06 am]
[I Feel |bodom]
[Listening to |Old Man's Child "in definance of existance"]

Apon sleepless nights
the cold winds spoke
Cities of darkness
gathered in dreams

I lied alone
that moonless evintide
alone and not alive

my body numbed
my mind, demised
all that remained
were the whispers

the dead moon fell
and brough about an arisen sun
the hope returned
the dark descended

this blind awakening
bittersweet to me
My eyes can now see
I have been given a new day
a new beginning
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(no subject) [Aug. 9th, 2005|04:06 pm]
[I Feel |botam]
[Listening to |iced earth]

hey jobo, how was alaska? or are you still there? everythings going well with me. you need to hang out with chris and i one day again. we still owe you big time. can't wait til the big costco day.
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(no subject) [Jul. 12th, 2005|05:57 pm]
[I Feel |sick mood]
[Listening to |Empyrium..]

I am sick. i got home from work and collapsed into a sleepytime coma. i think i wont go to work tomarrow.
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(no subject) [Jul. 4th, 2005|01:54 pm]
[I Feel |botham 100%]
[Listening to |summmmonnnnninnnngggg]

Happy fourth of july everyone. i haven't written in livejournal in ages. so this is my entry.hope all is well with everybody.bye
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(no subject) [Jun. 23rd, 2005|08:20 am]
going to graduation and working at grad nite was fun. Reeko it was so great to see you!
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(no subject) [Jun. 6th, 2005|06:22 pm]
jobo we gotta plan something soon. surely i must see you before your little trip. im so happy my little jobo is graduating and is all grown up.
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botiam [Apr. 7th, 2005|09:32 pm]
i went on a hot date with Christoff, wat a love bird. And yes, i guess i do owe you jolene. it was pretty romantic. we had the most bodom time ever and he even played me some opethian tunes while overlooking the lovely lake of satan and lust. Oh yah, it was apocalyptical.
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(no subject) [Apr. 1st, 2005|07:39 pm]


Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male



Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!


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to jobo [Mar. 30th, 2005|09:22 am]
[I Feel | moderatly botham]
[Listening to |Hammerfall]

oh jobo. you must tell me when i can give music trader my crappy ass cds that i hate. i have a good few. they are DEAD to me. especialy this stupid bloodhound gang cd i got when i was brainless in life. STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks!
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(no subject) [Mar. 28th, 2005|09:37 am]
[I Feel | anxious]
[Listening to |sacando visa para un sueno]

aww jolene, that was so nice of you to call me back! you always do! its such a great feeling to know my calls are important to you. I was going to be in escondido today but it looks like ill have to be in the ghetto area by my self. o well..life is life. bye.
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spit on humans [Mar. 17th, 2005|03:47 pm]
[I Feel | sad]

Today i went to the park and i looked at clouds. This one cloud looked like an old mans face. It was very eerie, and yet.. intriguing.Yesterday in anthropology, we watched another movie on chimpanzees and it made me sad because they are such adorable creatures and people just slaughter them like savages. I can't stop thiking about how sad that is. Us humans are heartless sometimes. We destroy the lives of all these animals in the world, and we take away their homes.
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(no subject) [Mar. 15th, 2005|01:47 pm]
Dear Jolene,
i called u again cuz u told me to. and again, u pickethed not the phone. what the fuck. i think that was a last straw. good one joboca.
- ur new enemy
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Tobi is hot [Mar. 12th, 2005|03:51 pm]
[I Feel | satisfied]
[Listening to |none]

Today was a no-fun saturday. I have been studying since 10:30 this morning. During a break though, i went with my mom to petco and we went shopping for my tobicakes. we got her allt hese fun things and best of all...a NEW NECKLACE! her old one was pink with a little bell but this new one is beyond hot. its black with gold and rhinestones on it. its totaly dimmu. That is one hot cat I have.
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DEH!!! [Mar. 10th, 2005|11:57 am]
Id like to thank jolene for not calling me back.

so i ended up going to Great Clips to get a hair cut. umm what can i say. i was not satisfied. the lady was rude and combed my ears and nose off. she told me my hair was fried and that i should buy this million dollar product to fix the problem. i have to go study.
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u betcha [Mar. 7th, 2005|03:54 pm]
[I Feel |happay]
[Listening to |dimmu borgir puritania]

You scored as Hardcore. Hardcore.

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Indie Rock

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Emo & More

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Indie

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Classic Rock.

38%

Country

33%

Industrial

33%

Punk and Pop Punk.

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Hip Hop and Rap

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Britpop

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Ska

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lovely saturday [Mar. 5th, 2005|10:14 am]
[I Feel |botiam]
[Listening to |Fotuto!]

today i get to watch a funpacked educational film about gorillas. i cannot wait. i think it would be more fun if the people going to clas today were about my age. but no, they are like thirty five, maybe a random fifty year old too. i am the only teen aged representative going to this anthropology torture.

Anita, if you read this in seventy years (when u go on livejournal), thank you for thine orange county mints and a good time yesternight. its always fun no matter the obstacles. =)and i hope you have an enlightening experience at irvine.

Animal- last nite i had a dream about a roly poly on my bed. im not too sure how i feel about that but ok. i know theres more of them hiding somewhere in my room. i can feel their satanic spirits floating around, blood thirsty as can be.

i will conclude this lovely journal entry with a poem .....

walking through bathroom
in divinity seek
my sad sad leafs
intrigued bodies

sir leper
and his two feet
sit side by side on apriocot breath
fresh baby for lunch

so tuesday
i speak full salamander in speach
my heart thoth end now
in sad tinky wink

mister sammy
and rainbow hick
see me run! see my fly!
calculators of death.
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(no subject) [Mar. 1st, 2005|06:23 pm]
[I Feel | ha! yay! joy!]
[Listening to |"puta" made by me]

Right now im going to wash my hair.
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Church [Feb. 26th, 2005|06:54 pm]
[I Feel | yagadaho]
[Listening to |sound of my computer being loud today]

Today was a pretty nice saturday. I studied a little and then we had alovely little family bonding day sorta. I went shopping with aimee and i got New Earrings~! Then i decided to make my parents happy and go to church. while the priest was busy flapping his gums about some "gospel", I pondered about my life and what i was goign to do with a whole hour of free time tomarrow since i didn't have to go to church. Also, i thought about the normal shagrathian jesusy thoughts and i even thought about ways of re-decorating our living room.

church is never a waste of time.
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GEORGIA [Feb. 20th, 2005|03:55 pm]
[I Feel |no mood at all]
[Listening to |still no mood]

on this carnivorous day of the sabbath, i went with my friend "Animal" and family to see ................. CONSTANTINE! best movie ever. ana, i think you'd secretly like it. well maybe not. but watever! gotta luv demons n gooooobers!
later on i shall babysit. im a twinkle bit excited because these two kids are funny and they make me say ha ha ha. last time i went, one of the kids started rolling this fucking watermellon around the house and i was like DUDE stop it. and then he just kept stealing it from kitchen and so i snatched it from him and hid it in a cupbard when he wasn't looking. that little beast! so funny though. they have cake and treats in the fridge though..mmmm...tempTaTioNNnnnnsss......

i wish i could figure out my mp3 player. stupid piece of mierda. i surrender.
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YAGADAHOE [Feb. 19th, 2005|08:17 pm]
[I Feel | VERY botham]
[Listening to |dimmu blessings apon the throne of tyranny]

Anita, this poem is dedicated to you, in order to show my true feelings of proudidness and loveitude towards you.

OH SELF...
you look like moon
fresh glow
mourn
thine crisp sunday
day oh the sabbath
i pick fine posey

with day at nigh
and death and peach
i slowly die.......

into fine fine leaf
morning dew
turns to blood
and all the dead arise
greet the living

your fresh face
which reeks of saturn
and eyes which speak like fine hoobles

we part.
my heart , heavy with monsterious pride
for thou hath scoredth 100% on driving test
oh!
this nigh....
OH ...this nigh....

my lonely prince is death himself.



i hope you liked it!
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